decisions, decisions

something i have never been good at is making up my mind.  decisions and i are worst enemies, especially when it involves someone i love.  the issue andy and i go back in forth on is the education of our children.  public or private, more academic or less.  honestly, it keeps me up at night and becomes an obsession.  i am learning that as a parent i second guess my decisions even more because now it effects 5 other people.  hoping i can get some rest and the right choice will come in my sleep... a dream... or i will wake up tomorrow and still have to make a decision.