Monday, October 29, 2012

counting down

they are more then ready...

this is the first year no one changed their mind a costume...yet...

i am not sure how they will make it through halloween on a wednesday, especially when they will be wearing costumes to school for class parties, then going trick or treating with neighbor friends.  sounds like a busy day and night for us. actually, its the morning after, i worry most about.

they have been enjoying the calendar. my owls found a new home. logan has been busy crafting away. we have completely run out of construction paper, which is a bit of an emergency around here.  happy halloweening!





Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

the clinic

recently a friend had to visit a chemotherapy  clinic.  she was not there for chemo herself but talked about how sad it made her feel.  she despised being there, described it as awful and never wants to go back.  for obvious reasons, of course.

that is exactly how i felt the first time we went to clinic.  it was just andrew and i.  lily was safe at home.  i did not want to sit, touch anything, or look around the room.  i never wanted to go back.

on our second visit, they greeted us by name, smiling even.  i was ready to tell the receptionist there was no need for her to remember us as we would not be coming back. we would not be like one of the other families coming in each week. there was no need for them to familiarize themselves with us.

of course, i was entirely wrong.  we are there every week.  they know us by name and we know all of them by name.  the clinic is no longer a scary, sad place, but one that offers the opportunity of life.  it has opened us up to a new world.  one with wonderful people who are there because they want to help make a difference in a child's life.

this week we had our fist day back at clinic after a much needed two week break.  when lily saw her nurses, she did a dance and squealed with delight.  they have become her friends and mine.  we wish we were not there for chemo, but are blessed by those who surround us when we are there.










Monday, October 8, 2012

happenings

 i cannot even describe how much our moods have lifted with the weather slowly cooling off.  and i mean s-l-o-w-l-y.  it is still reaching the 100's.  by the end of summer, we are all over the heat and done living in an oven.  we have been at the park at least once every day, even when there is only a slight breeze, we go.

it has been one hard, long summer here in the desert. no getaways or breaks.  it is the first summer we have remained here.  with lily in treatment and andrew with a broken leg, it would have been harder to leave.  

each year (for whatever reason) i think that the start of school will allow me more free time.  it has certainly turned out to be quite the opposite...  homework, sports, play dates, birthday parties.  oh my.

so a little catch up on our family over the past few weeks...   (mostly pictures from my phone)

luke's cub scout group is the most active pack around.  they have already been camping multiple times, gone bowling, had a kick ball night, and the year has just begun.  tonight they will be carving pumpkins and learning some other life skills.  soccer has started and he finally gets the game.  his played his first game and it was so intense. i found myself screaming on the side lines and normally i am so not that mom.  they lost, but he had quite a few goal shots.

logan's newest hobby has been climbing trees.  every park we go to, he choses his favorite tree.  then he just hangs out like a little monkey.  i am so proud of him.  he brought home his first book to read from school.  he was in tears, did not think he could read it.  we sat down, he sounded it out and read his whole book.  he is so excited and keeps pointing out sight words where ever we go.  he has also created a stash of pumpkin drawings.  tis the season.

landon has finally adjusted to school.   he runs up, puts his backpack and lunch away and is already on the play ground before i say goodbye.  much better then the first few weeks then they had to peel him from my body kicking and screaming. and he is making friends.  one little boy, andrew,  "changed" his name to jacob because that is landon's middle name.  apparently landon must be telling everyone his full name.  then in bed he told me he loved his best friend. it was the sweetest thing, out of nowhere he was thinking of his friend.

lily loves the swing.  she runs for it upon arrival to the park and would swing for hours if i let her.  i think she could nap in the swing.  he brothers love to push her, it does make me nervous as they are a bit rough, but that is when she really screams with delight.  it has been so nice having another chemo break.  i treasure the moments we get to spend at the park instead of the hospital.
this morning i woke to her sweet voice chitter-chattering away... "one, two, three, mommy, daddy, puppy, yea..."  her little hands clapping.  i considered getting up and trying to record her, but instead i enjoyed the moment.  it was only 5am.  she is my little alarm, i am sleepy and would love to sleep a few extra minutes, but would not change it for the world.